Feedback report from a participant from the Goddesses course. Emotional swing

Good Morning Week 5 Report:

1. I meditated every day according to the program, fell asleep twice in meditations, by the end of the week there was such a blissful state, and I began to realize that happiness, it is here and now, directly blissed out what was happening in the moment, it’s so cool when you don’t expect anything – then … because from childhood we always wait for something, then holidays, then vacations, in adulthood the same thing … but it turns out that he is a thrill here and now.

But that’s not all!!! On Monday, meditation with Natasha was absolutely magical! And we even discussed that every time there are new sensations and they are so cool that it really could be even better … and in the evening I started to have some kind of horror, I was just covered … everything enrages, annoys, let’s go with husband to the store, and I say I want to drink champagne, there is no stronger brandy … while I say this and do not believe that it is Me … then I am seized with shock, fear that everything has returned to me depression … craving drink something alcohol when it’s bad … and then the observer turned on in me.

I think wow, what kind of garbage, even interest woke up and I began to observe myself, more precisely, these thoughts … and when we were already driving home I remembered Natasha’s words, it means we need more light and meditation !!! And I say aloud: “I won’t drink anything, it’s not right,” my husband just glancing at me “something throws you strangely …”

And I think I don’t care about depression, I will continue to meditate anyway …

I wake up in the morning and hurray !!! Again, too, bliss! Love flows out of me directly and everyone at home feels it, I am right in every moment, pouring tea to everyone with love, braiding braids with love !!! And I realized it was my next spiral! About which many write! Apparently, during the transition, the negative comes out again, but we are experiencing it and rise to a higher quality level!

Something like that! Forgive me for the long report, but I thought it might help someone, because many reviews support me and give me strength to move on.